Angel Maker: An Unputdownable Scandinavian Crime Thriller With A Chilling Twist (DI Jamie Johansson Book 1)

Jamie,

Something happened today. Something that I’m not proud of.

I’m sure they’ll say I’ve finally lost it, but if you could have been there – heard what he said.

I’m sorry. For who I am. For the man I couldn’t help but be.

I wanted to be different – you need to know that. I just didn’t have the strength.

Just… don’t believe everything she says about me, okay? She’s used you against me since the moment you left. And I’m afraid of going and you living your life thinking that I didn’t love you.

I just don’t know what else I can do now. Nothing seems to matter anymore.

My only consolation is that I don’t feel like I’m leaving you now. I did that a long time ago. But I deserve to feel like this, because I didn’t fight hard enough.

Not hard enough for you, at least.

We won’t see each other again. I’ve come to terms with that.

I’m just waiting.